What do you want?
Nothing more. Not a lot.
Jul 29, 2008
Jul 24, 2008
I just don't give a FFFFFFFFFUCK
Lizzi.
Sure, we may have been hanging out a lot for the last week. But it doesn't mean we are sick of each other, or that we necessarily thought of inviting someone else to hang out with us. Have you ever heard that two is company and three is a crowd? Besides, let's be honest, it's not like you are always the easiest to get along with, so you're not always the first choice of people to call. Sure, maybe that hurt, but it's time to come clean, and I'm sure you were slightly aware of it before.
Do you want to know what we were doing when we called for you for Ryan's number? We were trying to get $2 so that we could go to the movies with my other friend Ryan, my friend Jp, and his brother Barry. We were going to hang out with them because I was going to get high and Katie wanted to be there to make sure I would be okay. But I didn't tell you that because not only do I know that you don't approve, it's not something you want to hear, and definitely not something I want you involved in. Otherwise we would have gladly invited you along. Also, our mind set was "GET TWO DOLLARS AND GO TO THE MOVIES" not, "LET'S CALL LIZ AND HANG OUT AT 7 AT NIGHT." AND THEN THE NEXT DAY, we spent all day being awkward with Jake and her brother randomly walking everywhere ALL DAY. Which we all know is something you don't want to do. You can't tell me that if you walked 20 miles in one day through the woods and mosquitoes and mud that you would not bitch and complain. We were out to have a good time and it's not a place that we knew you would want to be, so we saved ourselves the trouble. And honestly, we already had a bunch of people with us. It's not like we really put that much thought into getting more people to come. And while we were out in the middle of the woods, my friend Ryan called again and invited us to get high with him later on tomorrow. So, that's what we had planned on doing today.
And then you called, and we figured that we could do something with you and then go hang out with him later on that evening, but things changed and Katie's mom told her that she was going to a concert today which nixed the whole getting-high-later thing and also it left us with less time to do anything. Plus when we woke up, it was already noon and we didn't have any money or any way of getting anywhere, so plans with you didn't seem too likely. It took a while to call you back because Katie and I had to actually get up and get dressed and shower and stuff and also, she had to choose whether or not she was going to that concert. So when we called you back, it had been a while, but only because we had to figure out what was actually going on because I couldn't get a hold of my Ryan or Jp, and we had promised Joe earlier this week to go to see him at the library, which we had forgotten about, and Katie could regretfully not do because of the OTHER concert she had suddenly been invited to, and all in all it was not organized, nor was there funds, and frankly, the will, because you were acting really bitchy at that point and it wasn't exactly persuading us to drop everything and hang out with you.
And I'm sorry that you are leaving this weekend and you're going to be gone for a while. I certainly didn't know and Katie forgot. SUCH A SIN, JESUS CHRIST, THAT WE ARE UNAWARE OF THE HAPPENINGS IN LIZZI'S LIFE. There will always be more time to hang out with you Liz. Maybe not today, or this weekend, or next week, or the week after, but there is time. That is, if you're not completely enraged at me at this point for calling out your behavior.
Just because we didn't make time for you, it doesn't mean you need to get mad at us for it. So what? We had other plans. Other SUDDEN plans. We are not intentionally ignoring you, nor are we using every opportunity to break plans with you, but we are right to say that you should give us more of a notice. Not everything can be done right away. If you had maybe called earlier this week, we would have been able to save a date, but to call the night before and expect that the very next day we can do something, is completely ludicrous. Besides, you should usually have another date open in case things can't work out, so that way, you won't be pissed off at us for not being able to do anything.
Listen, I'm sorry that things didn't work out, but there's no reason to be a complete and total bitch about it. Maybe if you learned the whole story before completely blowing up about something so completely juvenile, we wouldn't have this problem.
Sure, we may have been hanging out a lot for the last week. But it doesn't mean we are sick of each other, or that we necessarily thought of inviting someone else to hang out with us. Have you ever heard that two is company and three is a crowd? Besides, let's be honest, it's not like you are always the easiest to get along with, so you're not always the first choice of people to call. Sure, maybe that hurt, but it's time to come clean, and I'm sure you were slightly aware of it before.
Do you want to know what we were doing when we called for you for Ryan's number? We were trying to get $2 so that we could go to the movies with my other friend Ryan, my friend Jp, and his brother Barry. We were going to hang out with them because I was going to get high and Katie wanted to be there to make sure I would be okay. But I didn't tell you that because not only do I know that you don't approve, it's not something you want to hear, and definitely not something I want you involved in. Otherwise we would have gladly invited you along. Also, our mind set was "GET TWO DOLLARS AND GO TO THE MOVIES" not, "LET'S CALL LIZ AND HANG OUT AT 7 AT NIGHT." AND THEN THE NEXT DAY, we spent all day being awkward with Jake and her brother randomly walking everywhere ALL DAY. Which we all know is something you don't want to do. You can't tell me that if you walked 20 miles in one day through the woods and mosquitoes and mud that you would not bitch and complain. We were out to have a good time and it's not a place that we knew you would want to be, so we saved ourselves the trouble. And honestly, we already had a bunch of people with us. It's not like we really put that much thought into getting more people to come. And while we were out in the middle of the woods, my friend Ryan called again and invited us to get high with him later on tomorrow. So, that's what we had planned on doing today.
And then you called, and we figured that we could do something with you and then go hang out with him later on that evening, but things changed and Katie's mom told her that she was going to a concert today which nixed the whole getting-high-later thing and also it left us with less time to do anything. Plus when we woke up, it was already noon and we didn't have any money or any way of getting anywhere, so plans with you didn't seem too likely. It took a while to call you back because Katie and I had to actually get up and get dressed and shower and stuff and also, she had to choose whether or not she was going to that concert. So when we called you back, it had been a while, but only because we had to figure out what was actually going on because I couldn't get a hold of my Ryan or Jp, and we had promised Joe earlier this week to go to see him at the library, which we had forgotten about, and Katie could regretfully not do because of the OTHER concert she had suddenly been invited to, and all in all it was not organized, nor was there funds, and frankly, the will, because you were acting really bitchy at that point and it wasn't exactly persuading us to drop everything and hang out with you.
And I'm sorry that you are leaving this weekend and you're going to be gone for a while. I certainly didn't know and Katie forgot. SUCH A SIN, JESUS CHRIST, THAT WE ARE UNAWARE OF THE HAPPENINGS IN LIZZI'S LIFE. There will always be more time to hang out with you Liz. Maybe not today, or this weekend, or next week, or the week after, but there is time. That is, if you're not completely enraged at me at this point for calling out your behavior.
Just because we didn't make time for you, it doesn't mean you need to get mad at us for it. So what? We had other plans. Other SUDDEN plans. We are not intentionally ignoring you, nor are we using every opportunity to break plans with you, but we are right to say that you should give us more of a notice. Not everything can be done right away. If you had maybe called earlier this week, we would have been able to save a date, but to call the night before and expect that the very next day we can do something, is completely ludicrous. Besides, you should usually have another date open in case things can't work out, so that way, you won't be pissed off at us for not being able to do anything.
Listen, I'm sorry that things didn't work out, but there's no reason to be a complete and total bitch about it. Maybe if you learned the whole story before completely blowing up about something so completely juvenile, we wouldn't have this problem.
Jul 20, 2008
All smiles and sunshine,
A perfect world on a perfect day.
Everything always works out.
I have never felt so fucking great.
I miss him more than I thought I would. He just went on a trip exactly like this 2 weeks ago. I don't understand. There's something different about it this time.
We saw The Dark Knight last night. My sister skipped out to watch the Avatar movie on TV. She kept trying to tell me that it was important to watch it. I told her that it was going to be on a million times afterward and we can watch it any of those million times, but we're only seeing Batman once. She said she knew that but it was more important to watch it the night it comes out. She even tried to reason with me. Eventually I told her to just shut up and get out of my face because I was so close to beating her face in because she was so fucking stupid. And when we got back she tried to make it seem as if I had missed out on something.
Anyway, the movie was really good, as expected. There is one thing you must keep in mind when watching though. This movie is mostly about The Joker. My dad's friend Dean said he wished that they had developed Batman's character a little more and I tried to explain to him that Batman wasn't the star in this movie. This one is about The Joker and what he's doing to Gotham. This one is about how things MUST and WILL be in Gotham. It is not about Batman as the first movie was. Yes, he is in this movie and yes, he is important, but he isn't the main character. That is what you must understand about this movie.
It's a shame he died though, because he really did act his heart out in this movie. His enthusiasm and commitment is kind of inspiring, you know? He really was The Joker. The mannerisms, his speech, his expressions. You can tell that when the cameras weren't rolling, he kept on acting, and isn't that what they had said when he died? He took his role off set. And as his final movie, I'd say it was more than deserving of his best.
"Why so serious? Let's put a smile on that face."
Everything always works out.
I have never felt so fucking great.
I miss him more than I thought I would. He just went on a trip exactly like this 2 weeks ago. I don't understand. There's something different about it this time.
We saw The Dark Knight last night. My sister skipped out to watch the Avatar movie on TV. She kept trying to tell me that it was important to watch it. I told her that it was going to be on a million times afterward and we can watch it any of those million times, but we're only seeing Batman once. She said she knew that but it was more important to watch it the night it comes out. She even tried to reason with me. Eventually I told her to just shut up and get out of my face because I was so close to beating her face in because she was so fucking stupid. And when we got back she tried to make it seem as if I had missed out on something.
Anyway, the movie was really good, as expected. There is one thing you must keep in mind when watching though. This movie is mostly about The Joker. My dad's friend Dean said he wished that they had developed Batman's character a little more and I tried to explain to him that Batman wasn't the star in this movie. This one is about The Joker and what he's doing to Gotham. This one is about how things MUST and WILL be in Gotham. It is not about Batman as the first movie was. Yes, he is in this movie and yes, he is important, but he isn't the main character. That is what you must understand about this movie.
It's a shame he died though, because he really did act his heart out in this movie. His enthusiasm and commitment is kind of inspiring, you know? He really was The Joker. The mannerisms, his speech, his expressions. You can tell that when the cameras weren't rolling, he kept on acting, and isn't that what they had said when he died? He took his role off set. And as his final movie, I'd say it was more than deserving of his best.
"Why so serious? Let's put a smile on that face."
Jul 18, 2008
Though the road that we paved still goes both ways
The Drama Queen
You are most likely to be a dreamer, a drama and a flirt. You relish attention and the finer things in life. The grass always seems greener on the other side and you will never stop moving on and heading for the next goal or challange. When it comes to problems you usually hope they'll eventually just go away and you tend to put most things off till tomorrow, so there is more time for you naturally darling! Friends are drawn to you because you dive into situations head first causing a big splash and send waves throughout your networks. If there's any gossip it usually includes you or was made up by you. You must tame your wild side so that work can actually go ahead, living for today is fine, but be careful not to burn the candle at both ends or you'll end up sad and alone - your two most hated things.
Though I disagree with the gossip thing, and I'm not quite sure about the "friends are drawn to you," thing I'd say it's the most accurate description I've ever seen on a Facebook quiz. If you want to try it, it's The Subconscious Quiz.
Jul 14, 2008
I think we have an emergency.
So, we were thinking about the seven deadly sins.
And then we were thinking about people.
And we want you (not to join the US army) to tell us who you think most embodies/exemplifies each seven deadly sin.
Plus the eighth one which we just added, as it is in all honesty deadly.
That being idiocy.
So just respond to this with who you think is each sin.
Which in case you need a reminder is....
WRATH- Basically anger. I think you can figure out the meaning by yourself.
SLOTH- Lazy, never wants to do anything, hasn't seen the light of day...
LUST- Someone who is lusted after and lusts after others preferably.
GREED- This isn't just for money. Someone who is always wanting.
ENVY- Someone who always wants what OTHERS have.
PRIDE/VANITY- Someone who thinks highly of themselves. Very pompous.
GLUTTONY- Someone who indulges all of the time, not just with food but with things in their life in general.
Plus our extra sin.
IDIOCY- Someone who most likely endangers themselves by being so incredibly stupid.
By the way, we aren't going to go around yelling OMG OMG OMG GUESS WHAT THIS PERSON SAID ABOUT THIS PERSON.
We just really want to know what you think, as we have a list of our own. ;D
You can e-mail me or message me at myspace/facebook.
My e-mail is woahhhface@gmail.com
And then we were thinking about people.
And we want you (not to join the US army) to tell us who you think most embodies/exemplifies each seven deadly sin.
Plus the eighth one which we just added, as it is in all honesty deadly.
That being idiocy.
So just respond to this with who you think is each sin.
Which in case you need a reminder is....
WRATH- Basically anger. I think you can figure out the meaning by yourself.
SLOTH- Lazy, never wants to do anything, hasn't seen the light of day...
LUST- Someone who is lusted after and lusts after others preferably.
GREED- This isn't just for money. Someone who is always wanting.
ENVY- Someone who always wants what OTHERS have.
PRIDE/VANITY- Someone who thinks highly of themselves. Very pompous.
GLUTTONY- Someone who indulges all of the time, not just with food but with things in their life in general.
Plus our extra sin.
IDIOCY- Someone who most likely endangers themselves by being so incredibly stupid.
By the way, we aren't going to go around yelling OMG OMG OMG GUESS WHAT THIS PERSON SAID ABOUT THIS PERSON.
We just really want to know what you think, as we have a list of our own. ;D
You can e-mail me or message me at myspace/facebook.
My e-mail is woahhhface@gmail.com
Jul 8, 2008
Die, die, die my darling
My ring finger has been rendered useless because of some bulk, but otherwise, I walk away victorious.
I basically spent all afternoon at Carl's house. The second I arrived there, we left to get his haircut, which fortunately did not happen. I really do love his hair long and feathery. The barbershop was closed. Unfortunately, he will go tomorrow at lunch and do the dark deed. Ah well. Anyways, from the time we got back, it was time for some labor, which all in all was not too laborious. It was only made that way because he was afraid of bugs who were already dead. I ended up being the one to actually clean out the playhouse. He just swept them into neat piles for me to vacuum up. Granted, he did spray the wasp nests, but I most likely would have just gone in there and shut the door. I hesitated because no one likes to fool around with active wasp nests, but nonetheless, it was not a task I could not undertake. Then he moved on to "old fashioned weed whacking" and I just sort of followed. I did get to eat some delicious wild blackberries though. In the mean time, his dad was trimming their shrubbery which had grown enormous and untamed in the past year, much like my father's chest hair. I know, not an image you really needed, but it was a good comparison. So, when he was finished, Carl's sister Sharon, their dad, and I started bagging the trimmings, which went over pretty well except for the last pile. Carl was cutting a branch in half and I went to grab it and long-story-short, he managed to cut my finger pretty deep. I'm not sure if it was deep enough for stitches, probably not, but still, I couldn't really tell. It was covered in blood and it was being covered a lot by various bandages. I didn't hurt as much as you would think it, but I have a high tolerance for pain, which I'm sure you can imagine. So, now I have this large bulky bandage on my finger which is mostly gauze and medical tape. If you really want to picture it, it's like I stuck my finger through a marshmallow. All in all, it was really fun, except for the part where they freaked out when I started bleeding. I don't like when people obsess, and I also didn't like immediately afterwards when I couldn't really do anything because I only had the use of one hand. I really don't enjoy feeling useless, but hey, there's not much I could do about it. It was funny though, because I had to keep my hand elevated, so they kept making fun of me and waving at me or trying to give me high-fives.
I am finding it increasingly easier to type without using that finger, but you really wouldn't believe how many times you need to use the letters o, l, or periods until you tried to not-use them.
I know I really shouldn't be so happy about my sister coming back home, but she brought me giant pixy stix and a pet fish. Lolz. I know it's bad, but the only time I like her is when she gets me things. I'm a horrible person xD.
Anyways, I have to go back to my mom's house for lack of things, otherwise, I would remain here. By the way, periods suck ass. The second I get to see my boyfriend in a week, I get my period to ensure that I don't enjoy myself for at least another week.
I basically spent all afternoon at Carl's house. The second I arrived there, we left to get his haircut, which fortunately did not happen. I really do love his hair long and feathery. The barbershop was closed. Unfortunately, he will go tomorrow at lunch and do the dark deed. Ah well. Anyways, from the time we got back, it was time for some labor, which all in all was not too laborious. It was only made that way because he was afraid of bugs who were already dead. I ended up being the one to actually clean out the playhouse. He just swept them into neat piles for me to vacuum up. Granted, he did spray the wasp nests, but I most likely would have just gone in there and shut the door. I hesitated because no one likes to fool around with active wasp nests, but nonetheless, it was not a task I could not undertake. Then he moved on to "old fashioned weed whacking" and I just sort of followed. I did get to eat some delicious wild blackberries though. In the mean time, his dad was trimming their shrubbery which had grown enormous and untamed in the past year, much like my father's chest hair. I know, not an image you really needed, but it was a good comparison. So, when he was finished, Carl's sister Sharon, their dad, and I started bagging the trimmings, which went over pretty well except for the last pile. Carl was cutting a branch in half and I went to grab it and long-story-short, he managed to cut my finger pretty deep. I'm not sure if it was deep enough for stitches, probably not, but still, I couldn't really tell. It was covered in blood and it was being covered a lot by various bandages. I didn't hurt as much as you would think it, but I have a high tolerance for pain, which I'm sure you can imagine. So, now I have this large bulky bandage on my finger which is mostly gauze and medical tape. If you really want to picture it, it's like I stuck my finger through a marshmallow. All in all, it was really fun, except for the part where they freaked out when I started bleeding. I don't like when people obsess, and I also didn't like immediately afterwards when I couldn't really do anything because I only had the use of one hand. I really don't enjoy feeling useless, but hey, there's not much I could do about it. It was funny though, because I had to keep my hand elevated, so they kept making fun of me and waving at me or trying to give me high-fives.
I am finding it increasingly easier to type without using that finger, but you really wouldn't believe how many times you need to use the letters o, l, or periods until you tried to not-use them.
I know I really shouldn't be so happy about my sister coming back home, but she brought me giant pixy stix and a pet fish. Lolz. I know it's bad, but the only time I like her is when she gets me things. I'm a horrible person xD.
Anyways, I have to go back to my mom's house for lack of things, otherwise, I would remain here. By the way, periods suck ass. The second I get to see my boyfriend in a week, I get my period to ensure that I don't enjoy myself for at least another week.
Jul 4, 2008
If we know the way we're gonna die, through everything else we will survive
I am being forced to go to the beach tomorrow as part of the family-bonding thing that the therapist apparently suggested to my mom. I hate the beach honestly. Hot sun, hot sand, annoying little kids to deal with who aren't even ours so they are twice as annoying, showing more skin than I'd like to, dirty water, mud, seagulls eating our food, crappy picnic food that's been in a cooler for 4 hours, and most of all, boredom. I'm just pissed because we were supposed to go to the zoo, and I really don't feel like shaving.
And aside from that, I've been busying myself lately so I don't have to think about it, but, I do really miss him. I think it's finally sunk in that he's not here, even though he'll be back in a little over a day. Granted, I'm probably not going to see him the day he gets back because he was told he was helping with Josh and the band set up for something. Or so I remember.
Also, the passwords on my computer aren't being saved for my browser, and it's really pissing me off. The keychains aren't working, so every time I quit Firefox and open it again, I have to type in all of my passwords all over again. Plus, because the other keychains aren't working, it is constantly asking for my master password and it's really long and filled with lots of numbers and I don't like typing it all that much. Basically, my computer fails at this point and I'm ready to throw it out of a window.
Sorry for sounding like a whiny bitch because I'm too lazy to type in passwords on my computer, but it's something that I'm accustomed to and now it's gone, and it's really frustrating.
On the plus side, today was really fun and also really really really ridiculous. Mostly ridiculous. It involved Katie and Lizzi and I and silly string and butterfly nets and a 3-liter of Faygo Moon Mist and also lots of awkward pictures with punching balls. And really creepy ghosty clouds.
Come home faster! I want to feel you next to me again.
And aside from that, I've been busying myself lately so I don't have to think about it, but, I do really miss him. I think it's finally sunk in that he's not here, even though he'll be back in a little over a day. Granted, I'm probably not going to see him the day he gets back because he was told he was helping with Josh and the band set up for something. Or so I remember.
Also, the passwords on my computer aren't being saved for my browser, and it's really pissing me off. The keychains aren't working, so every time I quit Firefox and open it again, I have to type in all of my passwords all over again. Plus, because the other keychains aren't working, it is constantly asking for my master password and it's really long and filled with lots of numbers and I don't like typing it all that much. Basically, my computer fails at this point and I'm ready to throw it out of a window.
Sorry for sounding like a whiny bitch because I'm too lazy to type in passwords on my computer, but it's something that I'm accustomed to and now it's gone, and it's really frustrating.
On the plus side, today was really fun and also really really really ridiculous. Mostly ridiculous. It involved Katie and Lizzi and I and silly string and butterfly nets and a 3-liter of Faygo Moon Mist and also lots of awkward pictures with punching balls. And really creepy ghosty clouds.
Come home faster! I want to feel you next to me again.
Jul 2, 2008
No one wants to be defeated
I hate to say it, but I'm almost bored of my ipod. There's no interesting music on there anymore. I find myself listening to the same 6 songs over and over and over again because nothing else interests me. I don't know what I'm going to do when I get bored of those songs. I think-as much as it pains me-that I'm going to delete a lot of music off of my ipod tonight. Completely re-vamp it. Well, as much as I can. There's not much that you can do with 4 GB when there is an endless amount of music that you want.
Beside the point, I think I needed a two day vacation. I really hate it at my mom's house, but it was nice to get away for a while. You can only eat so much ramen in a week, and more so, once I get past checking my 4 email accounts, there's not that much to do on the internet. I feel a little more energy in me now. I almost feel like I actually want to do things now. The spree sort of took a bit out of me.
There's another rain storm coming tonight. Well, actually, right now. I thought it was funny that we didn't get much rain in April or May, but in June it just poured for weeks and weeks. Like, during the spree we had a forecast for buckets of rain.
Anyways, I'm gonna go watch the storm roll in. You guys can call me if you like. You probably won't get a hold of me.
Showin' how funky strong is your fight
It doesn't matter who's wrong or right
Just beat it
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Beside the point, I think I needed a two day vacation. I really hate it at my mom's house, but it was nice to get away for a while. You can only eat so much ramen in a week, and more so, once I get past checking my 4 email accounts, there's not that much to do on the internet. I feel a little more energy in me now. I almost feel like I actually want to do things now. The spree sort of took a bit out of me.
There's another rain storm coming tonight. Well, actually, right now. I thought it was funny that we didn't get much rain in April or May, but in June it just poured for weeks and weeks. Like, during the spree we had a forecast for buckets of rain.
Anyways, I'm gonna go watch the storm roll in. You guys can call me if you like. You probably won't get a hold of me.
Showin' how funky strong is your fight
It doesn't matter who's wrong or right
Just beat it
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