CHURCHILL LOST.

Pretty self-explanatory there.
but you know, i only watched like the first half of the game.
i was busy doing.....

.....other things....

or as kate put it:

sucking face.

anyways. kate gave me a ride home. and her mom was fantastic. if my mom was half as cool as her, i know for a fact that i wouldnt be the way i am now.

yeah, so all the dumb stevenson kids are bragging as their leaving the game, and her mom screams out the window, churchill sux, but stevenson swallows.

all i said was WOW. A-maze-ing.

and then. she asked if we was hungry. which we were. so she bought me dinner at the BK Lounge.
:) thanxness for eternity.

it was tasty. and #7-y.

for those of you who have not memorized the BK lounge menu, #7 is chicken fries. best form of chicken ever. and it comes in a cool box.

anyways, i would be talking to carl right now instead of doing this, but he is at a guy "sleepover" at berger's to play halo all night.

still dont get the whole "guys go to another guys house to sleep there" thing
they all try to tell me that its not like a girl sleepover, with like, movie watching, and talking, and you know sleeping,
and i know all this already, but.
my point is.
they are guys. staying over at each others houses at night while parents are sleeping and they are pretty much alone. and eventually there must be some sleep. I'm not saying that they molest each other all night, but....

i just dont know. some how it just seems wrong to me.

So. I bet Carl's happy now.

I finally went to one of his games. He lost. but you know. shit happens.
i saw kayleigh for the first time in like five months or something. she didnt know it was me at first.
i was sad
cuz she smushed my kitkat. but it was still good. then she bough me popcorn after i told her i wasnt going to eat it. so basically i carried around a bag of popcorn for a while. until i dumped it on someone. ( i dont mean literally dumped it out on thier head. i just mean that i gave up my popcorn holding duties to them.)
but it was fun
i got to meet carl's grandparents. they were cool.

Hey Carl, I love you.

so i decided. we should have a song. and i think.
it should be the new one by blue october, "calling you"
i dont know if you've heard it yet. but you should listen to it if you haven't already.

LIQUID SUNSHINE

just sounds like a drug doesn't it?


p.s. so i was thinking. that im konfused. no idea whats going on with katie and this weekend. but w/e. ill figure it out later.

p.p.s. im hungry

p.p.p.s. its 6 in the morning and i got up at 4, just so i kan get ready and be on the komputer kuz i only was on for an hour yesterday. And my sister bitches that im on all the time. she kan go fuk a weasel.

p.p.p.p.s. you totally love how i just told a little girl, to go fuk a weasel. and your totally konfused bekause, who says "go fuk a weasel"? but your laughing to much to kare and over the next week or so, you will begin using it repetitively and it will spread. kuz i am totally a trendsetter.

p.p.p.p.p.s. i forgot.

p.p.p.p.p.p.s. i remember. no wait...


p.p.p.p.p.p.p.s. okay, i got it. i got my homekoming dress yesterday and i was all super exsited. kuz i am a sexy beast in it. and normally im not exsited about dresses at all. Mostly never. so you should kome to homekoming to see me in a dress. onse in a lifetime opportunity. for you. dont miss it.

so. i am done talking. i think i left my hair straightener on, and now my bedrooms probably on fire.

Ugh.

so. last night. worst ever. im going to bed right, and my mom comes in.

"hey andrea. let me see your arms."

"mmkay, w/e"

"why are you doing this? to escape from your horrible life? are things that bad around here? is it because of gary? or the divorce? why dont you tell me?"

"i dont know."

"why dont you tell me? do we need to take you to a thereapist like your sister?"

"no."

"why not?"

"because i hate all those doctors who think they know what my problem is. I hate them. fucking therapists."

"well, where do you do this? when im not home? at dad's house? its probably easier there i bet. With what? razors, kitchen knives, what?"

"i do it anywhere, it really doesnt matter. i've done it more here. i just use........

.......kitchen knives (not really, but do we want her to know that?)"

"am i going to have to start watching you all the time. not leaving you home alone? youd have to come with me to the store and the bowling alley and stuff."

"that would be fine. i really dont care. i like going places, rather than being stuck in this house all day."

"well, i dont want you doing this anymore. and if you have problems you need to talk to me. do you understand me? i dont like this one bit."

so anyways. i go to bed, but i dont like it when my family disturbs me, so i go out to the seating area right outside my door and grab a chair to wedge behind my door. I go to sleep and then like an hour later, awake to my mom pounding and trying to force open my door. so i gets up and move the door. she comes in all mad, while i lay back down.

"why is that chair behind the door?"

"i dont want people in my room when im trying to sleep."

"no. you dont just deliberately get out of bed to go get a chair to put up against the door, just cause you dont want them in while your sleeping. i bet you were cutting just now. i bet."

*roll my eyes* (yeah that's brilliant, ill just cut myself right after you just yelled at me and im about to go to bed, cause confrontation makes me so depressed.) "no i wasnt. i told you. i dont want anyone in my room while im trying to go to bed."

at this point, she holds out her hand in front of my face. "give it to me."

"i dont have anything." (which i didnt)

"give it to me."

"im getting pissed now. I told you i dont fucking have anything."

so she rips the covers off of me, like i would just stash my razors under the blanket, or like she would see me in a pool of blood or something. at this point im like boiling mad. I was just asleep, she wakes me up cause she was pounding on my door, and then she reads way too deep into the chair behind the door thing, and then rips the blanket off of me, so im like naked and cold. So i grab the blanket and sit up in bed and yell at her face.

"I TOLD YOU I DONT FUCKING HAVE ANYTHING!"

"well i dont like this andrea. dont do it again." and she takes her leave.

so then FINALLY i can get some sleep.

So i says to the guy...

there have been a few things on my mind lately.
such as:

1. Karl.

2. Karl.

3. I really love Karl.

4. K is the best letter ever and not c. C is just a kopykat trying to be k and s, but no one likes a kopykat do they?

5. so im talking to dillon on AIM right, reminding him its like 4 1/2 hours till halo 3, and for no reason, he says, "hey. I heard you were making fun of me." And now im all konfused bekause as far as i remember, i didn't. so i ask him, "what are you talking about?" he says "dont pretend you dont know." and i says, "honestly, i dont remember, and if i did, i wouldn't be asking you. so please klarify. Kause that would be great." then he goes, "that would be good wouldnt it?" and i of kourse am like, "yeah it would." and then he surprises me and says, "well. halo 3 soon. so i am happy to deal with you." and nows i feel better, kuz hes not mad, but im still konfused. and i still dont know what the fuk he was talking about.

I was talking about him at lunch, but all i said was that it was a shame he wasn't here. and i threw in some komments about how he was aktually just going to get in line for Halo 3 and not aktually sik. But skyler was talking about that too so... im still konfused. but w/e. hes not mad. i guess its water under the bridge now. i just wish i knew what he was talking about.

6. how the HELL am i going to get money for my halloween kostume? Kause i know my parents sure as hell dont have money for it. And its like $100 or something. HEY dont judge me. I have to have it, and i dont kare if it fuking kosts $100. But anyways, if you have donations, i will readily aksept.

7. I love karl a lot.

8. Heroes starts in like half an hour and i am super exsited.

9. If you chek that whole thing i just typed, you will not find one c in there unless it is used paired with an h so as to make the strange ch sound. which i guess now that i think about it, is the one thing c is good for.











so now you have a glimpse into my brain as of today. i thought you allz should know.